As setting off for his examination in Greek, Vanya kissed all the
holy pictures. His abdomen felt like it were upper side down; there was a chill
at his heart, whereas the center itself throbbed and stood still with terror
before the unknown. What would he get that day? a 3 or a two? sixfold he
visited his mother for her blessing, and, as he went out, asked his auntie to
wish for him. On the thanks to faculty he gave a beggar 2 kopecks, within the
hope that those 2 kopecks would make amends for his content, and that, please
God, he wouldn't get the numerals with those awful forties and eighties.
He came back from the highschool late, between four and 5. He came
in, and soundlessly lay down on his bed. His skinny face was pale. there have
been dark rings spherical his red eyes.
"Well, however did you get on? however were you marked?"
asked his mother, visiting his side.
Vanya blinked, twisted his mouth, and burst into tears. His mother
turned pale, let her mouth drop down, and clasped her hands. The breeches she
was mending born out of her hands.
"What are you crying for? You've unsuccessful, then?" she
asked.
"I am plucked. . . . I got a 2."
"I knew it might be so! I had a premonition of it," same
his mother. "Merciful God! however is it you have got not passed? what's
the rationale of it? What subject have you ever unsuccessful in?"
"In Greek. . . . Mother, I . . . They asked Maine the longer
term of phero, and I . . . rather than voice communication oisomai same
opsomai. Then . . . then there isn't associate accent, if the last language
unit is long, and I . . . I got hot and bothered. . . . I forgot that the alpha
was long in it. . . . I went and place within the accent. Then Artaxerxov told
Maine to administer the list of the enclitic particles. . . . I did, and that i
accidentally mixed during a closed-class word . . . and created an error . . .
and then he gave Maine a 2. . . . i'm a miserable person. . . . i used to be
operating all night. . . I've been obtaining up at four o'clock all in the week
. . . ."
"No, it's not you however I UN agency am miserable, you
wretched boy! It's I that am miserable! You've worn Maine to a threadpaper, you
Herod, you torment, you affliction of my life! I acquire you, you
good-for-nothing rubbish; I've bent my back labouring for you, I'm upset to
death, and, I may say, i'm sad, and what does one care? however do you
work?"
"I . . . I do work. All night. . . . You've seen it
yourself."
"I prayed to God to require Maine, however He won't take
Maine, a sinful girl. . . . You torment! people have kids like everybody else,
and I've one solely and no sense, no comfort out of him. Beat you? I'd beat
you, however wherever am I to seek out the strength? Mother of God, wherever am
I to seek out the strength?"
The mamma hid her face within the folds of her shirt and
stone-broke into sobs. Vanya wriggled with anguish and ironed his forehead
against the wall. The auntie came in.
"So that's however it's. . . . simply what I expected,"
she same, without delay idea what was wrong, turning pale and clasping her
hands. "I've been depressed all the morning. . . . There's bother
returning, I thought . . . and here it's return. . . ."
"The villain, the torment!"
"Why are you swearing at him?" cried the auntie,
nervously pull her coffee-coloured scarf off her head and turning upon the
mother. "It's not his fault! It's your fault! you're to blame! Why did you
send him to it high school? you're a fine lady! you would like to be a lady?
A-a-ah! I dare say, like you'll be converted into gentry! however if you had
sent him, as I told you, into business . . . to associate workplace, like my
Kuzya . . . here is Kuzya obtaining 5 hundred a year. . . . 5 hundred roubles
is value having, isn't it? And you're carrying yourself out, and carrying the
boy out with this learning, plague take it! he's skinny, he coughs. . . simply
study him! He's 13, and he appearance no quite 10."
"No, Nastenka, no, my dear! I haven't thrashed him enough, the
torment! He must are thrashed, that's what it is! Ugh . . . Jesuit, Mahomet,
torment!" she barrel her clenched fist at her son. "You need a
licking, however I haven't the strength. They told Maine years past once he was
very little, 'Whip him, whip him!' I didn't heed them, sinful girl as i'm. And
currently i'm suffering for it. You wait a small amount! I'll skin you! Wait a
bit . . . ."
The mamma barrel her wet clenched fist, and went weeping into her lodger's
space. The lodger, Yevtihy Kuzmitch Kuporossov, was sitting at his table,
reading "Dancing Self-taught." Yevtihy Kuzmitch was a person of
intelligence and education. He spoke through his nose, washed with a soap the
smell of that created everybody within the house sneeze, Greek deity meat on
quick days, and was on the look-out for a bride of refined education, and then
was thought-about the cleverest of the lodgers. He herb tenor.
"My sensible friend," began the mamma, dissolving into
tears. "If you'd have the generosity -- thrash my boy on behalf of me. . .
. Do Maine the favour! He's unsuccessful in his examination, the nuisance of a
boy! Would you suspect it, he's failed! I can't penalize him, through the
weakness of my ill-health. . . . Thrash him on behalf of me, if you'd be thus
obliging and thoughtful, Yevtihy Kuzmitch! Have regard for a sick woman!"
Kuporossov frowned and heaved a deep sigh through his nose. He
thought a bit, drummed on the table along with his fingers, and sighing all
over again, visited Vanya.
"You are being instructed, so to say," he began,
"being educated, being given an opportunity, you loathsome youth! Why have
you ever done it?"
He talked for an extended time, created a daily speech. He alluded
to science, to light, and to darkness.
"Yes,
young person."
When
he had finished his speech, he took off his belt and took Vanya by the hand.
"It's
the sole thanks to cater to you," he same. Vanya knelt down deferentially
and thrust his head between the lodger's knees. His outstanding pink ears moved
up and down against the lodger's new cloth trousers, with brown stripes on the
outer seams. Vanya
didn't utter one sound. At the family council within the evening, it had been
set to send him into business.
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